"What you perceive, your observations, feelings, interpretations, are all your truth. Your truth is important. Yet it is not The Truth."

~ Linda Ellinor

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Serene Soliloquy

Bible Verse:
While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage. 

2 Peter 2:19


  In America, only my first and last name are worth something.  Ironically, only my middle and maiden name mean something.  My name is Juan Eduardo Casas Sarabia, aka "Juan Casas", and I'll explain the fact that they are literally meaningless names.
"Juan" - Originated within my family with my Father.  His mother after multiple miscarriages thought my father was a new addition for her collection.  Not to her surprise, she didn't even have a name for him.  When the doctors examined the pre-mature baby of my father, they thought he was going to die and told the news to his mother.  The doctors then told her to give the baby a new to have something written on the grave-marker.  Since it is a custom for a the people of the town, she didn't fight it and throw out the first name on her mind to get over it already.  Juan.  Well due to the fact that you are reading this blog, and i'm my father's son, you'll realize that the poor little baby made it through. (An impulsive and meaningless name for the sole purpose of identification.)
"Casas" - This is an old story passed down through my bloodline, but there is no real evidence that proves or improves it's credibility. ~During the Mexican war, my descendant joined the revolution and achieved a top rank within the military. After the war, he was sought after by many for revenge. He changed his appearance and changed his name in order to settle down in a town without a worry. All records of my descendants actual history don't have links to his new name.  A name that he picked at random.  I don't know what he was thinking when he gave himself the last name "Casas". Was he  lacking the creativity to make one up himself, that it made him name himself after the first thing he saw. He saw Houses....go figure. (No meaning behind it.)

That proves that my only names that legally matter, are my only names that literally don't
Eduardo and Sarabia are names given to me by my mother whom she picked out herself.  She invested thought and time into naming me Eduardo, wich gave it meaning. And her maiden name is a notably prosperous Mexican Family. Both mean quite alot.

Even after stating all of that, I would like to add another thing to it.  Although I disprove of Juan Casas, I do not wish for another name.  My initials "J.E.C.S." have so much meaning behind them. And my love for my initials not only makes up for the disapproval of the previously mentioned name, it goes above and beyond. I love my name. And I absolutely adore my initials. I want to name my first-born son Jecs.







Under my Head

Where is my night-light
My blanket is my bodyguard
Pitch-black silence
                    
                                                                                By: Juan Casas






  If you've played "Skyrim", the latest game for the Elder Scrolls series (RPG), you are familiar with "fast traveling".  Fast Travel is a feature within the game that allows your character to move across the map almost instantly.  This is the common mode of transportation since the game offers a huge map with a ton of obstacles.  They focus on completing quests and leveling up.  Me on the other hand, I prefer to walk to my destination.  Of course it slows down my questing, but i get to experience the beauty of the game.  So much effort was put on every square inch of the map that the games nature scenes are almost soothing.  Also stumbling upon random dungeons and getting all sorts of worthless loot is always a good experience.  Too many player believe that it's merely a waste of time.  Call it what you will, but I am going to enjoy the game to the fullest and avoid fast traveling.  And I recommend that to every body. Skyrimmers; it's worth the time, Non=Skyrimmers; apply that to real life.  It''s okay to enjoy your time in between your goals and dreams.  Enjoy the little things in life. :)






Thanks for reading! And I would lovelovelove love it if you would leave a comment. (Any kind! Tell me how bad it sucks, and i will love you for it.)



Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Theoretically Tantalized

Bible verse:

But to do good and to communicate forget not: for with such sacrifices God is well pleased. 

Hebrews 13:16







Upheaval of Peace



I grow tired and yet no answer came to the surface of my mind.

Am i seeking answers or simply chasing a dream.


Canvas, white, and colors moist and poised.

Idea's there but there is no just way to begin.


"Cleverly" I sneak around the questions I have asked,

i know the answers, but I am not ready to know.


Thump my head, rattle my brains so that i may forget,

wincing away the painful seconds that keep on ticking by.


Someday I hope to be cradled by the clouds.


                                            -By: Juan E. Casas     






Spring semester classes have started up again and my sleeping schedule is being rebellious.  I go to bed and stay there, eyes closed, body relaxed, and mind at easy for 3 hours before i can fall asleep.  I can't blame my brain for this, after all, I pretty much gave it the best endurance training imaginable.  Now I regret being such a great teacher because my brain chooses not to unlearn this useless skill not that school has started.  I take full responsibility for my actions.  I will pay the consequences for it.  All I ask in return is my old sleeping schedule back.  Please brain, and thank you. 

Love Always.





People tend to see me as a kind, and loving guy, and I'm not here to deny it.  I am nice, and I am proud of myself for it, but I don't do it out of second nature.  It takes self control.  It's not always easy being nice to everyone, but what helps me pull through is a simple philosophy that everyone knows about, the Golden Rule.  Everyone and their Grandma's know the GR, treat others as you would like to be treated, and yet hardly anyone practices it.  I know everyone wants to be treated nicely.  Even if you think to yourself  "Meh, i don't care how others treat me", you're wrong.  Just try it for a week. Be nice to your friends, neighbors, neighborhood stray animals, and even your siblings.  You might give them that extra push they were looking for.  You could inspire your enemy to admit to her mistake.  You can change the world with this simple rule, one small nice deed at a time.







Hey guys, I missed writing blogs, I don't know why I haven't written in so long. Well I do know, it's just that I haven't been motivated. And actually, this one was probably the worst timing: my second day of classes this semester and I have the hardest subject of all time....Math. Enjoy!! <3